Hi everyone. I’m really struggling today and could use any support or encouragement anyone is willing to give. I’m 31 with PCOS and had 2 miscarriages in August and November of last year. I was able to get pregnant both of those cycles with just 2.5mg of letrozole and TI. Those 2 pregnancies were the first and second time I ever used letrozole.
From my miscarriage in November to early March I switched clinics and completed every single recurrent pregnancy loss panel/test/procedure you could name. It was absolute torture and every single thing came back normal except for some mild inflammation that I fully treated with one round of antibiotics.
When we finally got the chance to try letrozole again in mid March I was sooo hopeful considering how successful I was with it the other 2 times. We even increased it to 5mg, added in two monitoring ultrasounds and a trigger shot, so I really felt fully covered and confident. Then when it was time to test I was negative. Did another round this past month and even added in baby aspirin and post ovulation progesterone support…. Negative.
I just don’t understand and I’m feeling so lost and defeated. I have been through so much and it’s getting harder for me to keep pulling myself out of these dark places I get thrust back into once a month. How is it possible that I’m doing everything “right” and have absolutely no forward progress? I’m just tired and could use anyone’s support right now 💔