u/ChillLebo

Please be honest I already paid the deposit thinking private Unis in germany are the same as EVERYWHERE else on earth. I was kinda desperate and wanted to gtfo of my country because of certain events. Anyways the Consultants sold me the idea that BSBI and SRH are my only options and i thought they were reputable turns out it was probably all a scam. Should I just cut my losses and change my trajectory idk anything about germany but they assured me that this was the best and most reliable way to get to a masters degree in Europe.

Thank you

How do you deal with them? It seems that every time i do any kind of excessive movement every few months or so. My back flares up and I'm in pain for 2-4 weeks not only pain i basically can't sit or sleep properly at all.

I'm Lebanese but i have a huge soft spot for syria. I've followed the history, politics, culture, and war very closely ever since my teenage years. It's weird but i feel like I align much more with syrian culture/lifestyle than i do with lebanon. I know syria is very diverse but I'm talking in general terms. I want to test out this theory and see for myself whether that is true or am being delusional about life in syria and the lifestyle/culture of the syrian people. I want to visit soon but i dont have a plan or anyone to meet/show me around which made me put it off for a long time.

I remember nearly 2 years ago when I quit smoking for nearly 10 months and life was going great for me until i got the bright idea that I'm a beast who can now control my smoking habit. I vividly remember the first time i smoked after that long break and how I felt like my life had been on pause for 10 months and just restarted the moment i took the first hit it was such a weird and other worldly feeling. Straight up switched from 1st person to 3 rd person pov kinda shit. Something like finishing a filler episode and getting back to the main plot haha.

Ever since that day the weed creeped back into my life little by little and started as a once a week to only weekends to all day everyday all over again. I basically lost everything again. I remember how i would lurk on this sub and think people here are WEAK because they can't control the weed. I thought i was tough and special and i could control it.

I was foolish please don't make the same mistake i did you'll never control it once you've become a real stoner you'll always go back to becoming a stoner if you crack the door even slightly open. Take that as a warning. The amount of grief and suffering is immense and relapsing after a long period of sobriety makes quitting highly emotional and very tough. I feel immensely foolish that i allowed that substance to trick me again and take over what little progress i had made in my life.

Thank you for reading