u/ChicoBrillo

And I don't know what to do about it.

I tried to fit in and make a normal life work for me when I was younger. I grinded, I worked multiple jobs, put myself through school, all the stuff I was supposed to do.

It was stressful, I over ate and drank too much, and at some point I just broke and threw everything away to travel around and be a hobo for 8 years.

I kept thinking at some point I'll just mature or something will shift in my brain and I will finally find settling down appealing.

Well, I'm still waiting. Currently I'm trying to rebuild my life and do normal things like have an apartment and pay rent but something inside me is so restless and ever ready to hit the delete button and run off into the distance again

Oh well, I had some great experiences, just hard to truly shelve it all

u/ChicoBrillo — 7 days ago

It's crazy to me that you had Q-anon, all the anti-vax people, infowars, joe rogan.. all these conspiracy nuts defining the online right, but then the Epstein files really started looking bad and all of the sudden its like nobody on the right thinks anything is a conspiracy or propaganda anymore.

Now all of the sudden it's "hol' up let Netanyahu cook".

I've seen a few posts in here actually that said something a long the lines of "the left has been indoctrinated by internet propaganda" or "the manosphere is men thinking for themselves, it's not compromised by political agendas".

It's funny to me because I think everybody's susceptible to propaganda yet the right all of the sudden thinks they aren't after they've been duped time and time again and here we are (yet again) in a unwinnable quagmire in the middle east.

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u/ChicoBrillo — 10 days ago

I know this is going to get me death by firing squad but Soma. (Spoilers ahead)

I heard so many good things about it, I was stoked to finally play. Unfortunately it's been mostly a boring chore. I keep picking it back up to progress the story hoping I'll get to the good part and it just doesn't seem to come.

Ive gotten lost multiple times just walking around in circles not understanding what Im supposed to be doing which kills momentum and tension and just becomes frustrating.

I also find the art style is too cartoony to be scary for me. Some of the robots i even find to be cute..

The story has a cool concept but I'm not a fan of the slow drip way they tell it via audio logs. There's the first twist when you find out you're a robot but it's pretty obvious by the time they tell you. Now I'm just walking around flipping switches wondering is there some other big twist coming that finally makes it good?

Anyway that's my polemic take on Soma, I want to hear others taboo horror game opinions!

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u/ChicoBrillo — 13 days ago

I am one of those people who is constantly multi-tasking and sometimes I don't want to stop listening to my music or youtube video to play a game.

Vampire Survivors was about the perfect game I found for just this thing, but I've thoroughly beaten it and it's stopped being as fun.

I used to also play GTA5 and just mute the game while I just drove around for fun. (This worked because I already beat the game and wasn't worried about messing anything up)

I like a wide variety of video games, so anything that doesn't require active listening, or much attention to dialogue is good. Something you can just pick up and play and then put back down inconsequentially.

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u/ChicoBrillo — 15 days ago