u/Chemicalcube325

I just started working after finishing college a few months back and I'm struggling to be active in the job because I can't seem to deal with the lifelessness of the system as well as the stressful workload.

This could just be me having a hard time changing to adulthood. But ive always struggled with mental health and it seems the responsibilities of adulthood combined with the mental health problems can be hard to carry.

How do you guys do it?

I'm currently 2 weeks on training for IT helpdesk 1 on the company I applied for and in Mock Calls already I'm already stressing myself out, losing sleep, and dreading the next work day.

The thoughts of handing in my resignation are already in my mind since I just don't feel I can thrive both mentally and career-wise in this place since it feels so far from what I got my diploma for (which is Computer Science).

I'm thankfully in a position where I can quit and I still have a strong foundation to support me as I continue job hunting but I'm not sure if I am just being weak and spoiled or my gut is screaming at me to shift gears because the work isn't made for an introvert like me who can't even handle normal calls irl.

I would appreciate any advice for those who had the same experience as me going through training and eventually nesting. Is this feeling normal and how would you know if this type of work is for you?