I saw someone asking about least favorite parts of MCR songs so I wanted to ask people about their specific favorites.
For me, the end of ‘It’s not A Fashion Statement’ might be my favorite!
Hi! I wanted to make this post in hopes of finding people like me who struggle with this same problem! I have BPD, ADHD, OCD and major anxiety, these are all diagnosed by psychiatrists I’ve been seeing since the age of 8. Despite these set backs, I’m a fully functional adult. But I still suffer from symptoms of all these illnesses every day!
When it comes to my sensitivity, I often associate it with my BPD. But I know I’m also very obsessive and get hyperfixated super quick, which I have a hard attributing to just one diagnosis.
Now that I have that background out of the way I wanted to know if anyone else out there has this issue. I love fictional worlds, I often use them as escapes, especially if I can insert myself romantically in them. That’s a problem in itself because it can get unhealthy but that isn’t the point of this. My problem is, there are so many shows I adore like HxH, Arcane and Tokyo Revengers that I literally cannot bring myself to watch.
I know every bit of lore about them, obsesses over the characters and buy all the merch, but consuming the actual media puts such an emotional burden on me. Of course, shows like Arcane and Tokyo Revengers can be very sad at times so it makes sense, but even when it’s not supposed to be sad, I can’t bring myself to watch it. It’s like I’m afraid to feel the emotions it’ll bring whether that be sadness, envy, longing. I’m not quite sure. I wanna watch HxH again but I legit cannot bring myself to watch it cause part of me literally does not want to. Anyone else relate to this?