As someone who can't fast
I know why Allah sbw made it so
I just miss it
I miss ending my fast and showing how thankful I am to him
I miss planning my days and dhkir around his loved times
I miss talking about it with those who don't know and not feeling guilty
I miss bringing looking at this ayah and not understanding the end part
The Cow (2:184)
أَيَّامًۭا مَّعْدُودَٰتٍۢ ۚ فَمَن كَانَ مِنكُم مَّرِيضًا أَوْ عَلَىٰ سَفَرٍۢ فَعِدَّةٌۭ مِّنْ أَيَّامٍ أُخَرَ ۚ وَعَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ يُطِيقُونَهُۥ فِدْيَةٌۭ طَعَامُ مِسْكِينٍۢ ۖ فَمَن تَطَوَّعَ خَيْرًۭا فَهُوَ خَيْرٌۭ لَّهُۥ ۚ وَأَن تَصُومُوا۟ خَيْرٌۭ لَّكُمْ ۖ إِن كُنتُمْ تَعْلَمُونَ ١٨٤
˹Fast a˺ prescribed number of days. But whoever of you is ill or on a journey, then ˹let them fast˺ an equal number of days ˹after Ramaḍân˺. For those who can only fast with extreme difficulty, compensation can be made by feeding a needy person ˹for every day not fasted˺. But whoever volunteers to give more, it is better for them. And to fast is better for you, if only you knew. — Dr. Mustafa Khattab, The Clear Quran
I wish I knew what I know now so whenever I went through times of trouble I could find all the more peace in you
A small PSA to anyone who can safely fast Dhul Hija