Okay so I need to tell you something properly from the beginning.
Yesterday around 1–1:30 a.m., I did a ritual. I had my altar inside my cupboard so no one could see it. I took it out and arranged everything—I had three sigils in a triangle, and in the center I kept a honey jar with his name inside it, and on top of it I placed the promise ring he gave me.
For the offering, I changed things a bit. I gave chocolate, water, a date, and vodka. I placed everything in front, prayed on the sigils, chanted, and clearly said my wish. I asked them to accept my offering and fulfill what I want. Then I lit a candle.
After that, I lay down on my bed, which is right opposite the table. I wasn’t fully sleepy—I was watching Reddit story videos like I usually do and then slowly drifted off. My right hand was under my head, and I had mehndi on that hand.
Then suddenly, I saw something. It felt very real. From my right hand—like from the mehndi itself—I saw something moving, coming out of it. It was the same mehndi color. It started moving upward toward my face, toward the space between my eyes.
My eyes were closed, but I could see it in that dark space behind my eyelids. It came right to the area between my eyebrows, like the center of my forehead—and then I saw that it was a tiny skull. A very small mehndi-colored skull.
And the moment it reached there, it suddenly exploded. Like a movie scene. It burst into dust with a loud sound.
That sound actually scared me and woke me up immediately. My heart was racing, and I could still hear that ringing sound in my ears for a long time, maybe half an hour or more.
The first thing I did after waking up was check the time—and it was exactly 3:33 a.m.
I don’t know what to make of it, but it didn’t feel like a normal dream at all.