u/CartographerNo6258

I was clean for probably over a year. I relapsed not long ago. But for anyone in the same boat whrn you relapsed werr you scared? Scared to make the cut? Scared to watch it? I used to be so good at this im genuinely so pathetic now i cant even do it without it being a "cat scratch" (no shame to anyone with sh like that sh is sh please understand that) but i used to go atleast deap enough to be visible i did it to show i had proof of my suffering now i js. I csnt even do it anymore im a js a pathtic dumbass who quit and relapsed to do it "wrong" (as i said again this is js based off how i used to do it compsrison sh is sh you are vaild for it i promise.)

I was clesn for probably over a year. I relapsed not long ago. But for anyone in the same boat whrn you relapsed werr you scared? Scared to make the cut? Scared to watch it? I used to be so good at this im genuinely so pathetic now i cant even do it without it being a "cat scratch" (no shame to anyone with sh like that sh is sh please understand that) but i used to go atleast deap enough to be visible i did it to show i had proof of my suffering now i js. I csnt even do it anymore im a js a pathtic dumbass who quit and relapsed to do it "wrong" (as i said again this is js based off how i used to do it compsrison sh is sh you are vaild for it i promise.)