u/CRANKYLUVZ_GUITAR

I have OCD so this has been bothering me. Could you really curse anyone by doing anything? For example can someone manifest a curse on someone or could you be eating with the intent to manifest something bad on someone? Like there is no way you could say "I'm eating with the intent to of harm" and it actually happen right? Like some things are strictly witchcraft with herbs and candles and what not right?

I am only 16 and my OCD is really bad I don't see anyone else having my experiences. It's about Spirituality. it's so bad that I'm afraid that if I eat I will hex someone. I am not getting help it gets worse every day and I am unmedicated in a group home where we have our own therapist and she won't even see me on our schedule day. Even when I asked to go to be evaluated she didn't see me and I didn't go to the hospital.

I have aboustely Zero money so I can't really afford tarot readings about general guidance and what I can do to get better. I barely get by some days. Even my own compulsions turn dangerous and could cause some spiritual mess to happen. I am always scared. I tried to contact this number that's supposed to be like 988 but for OCD? But they said they only help people 18+ and 988 generally sucks, it's exhausting to text and I don't have the privacy to call.

I asked other people I know in real life for help and they gave me bullshit answers like cleaning my room will get rid of the clutter. I am tired I am scared and generally traumatized I already been through so much and life just through this at me. I'm supposed to be focused on going to school and getting out of the system. Instead I'm forced to think about making money and figuring out how to help myself with OCD. I cant even get a job in here. I cant even leave the house out here.

I'm basically mourning my past self, my OCD only focuses on spirituality and I'm constantly scared of losing my soul or hexing someone and getting karma I'm only a teen I feel like I shouldn't have to think of these things. But I feel as if this will never go away. That I will have to live with this forever. I constantly find myself in sisuations I never wanna be in. I can barely listen to music without my intersive thoughts ruining it. It's ruining my life

I used to have a strong intuition but unfortunately it's been blocked once I started having problems with OCD. How do I unblock my intuition

My grandmother is deceased and so is my grandfather. I feel like my grandmother is watching over me and I had asked her for signs before but I dont think I've gotten any. Im currently going through one of the most toughest times in my life right now and I want to know if she had any guidance for me or any messages regarding what I'm going through. Same goes for my grandfather though I was young when he was around we had a great connection. I still feel strongly but he was a great grandfather to me even though I have little memories of him the memories I do have of him where full of care and love. I would like to know if he had any messages to share. Both or once or the other I do not mind who I get the message from. I just need guidance in this tough time in my life

Can anyone tell me about what's going on I was diagnosed with OCD but I obesse over spirituality my OCD constantly puts me in danger. I honestly want to know if I'm safe and if this a Necessary path my initials are YR

I've been struggling with OCD and it's very bad it makes me feel like I'm in terrible danger all the time. Is there a spell I could do that would get rid of the intersive thoughts or make them appear less so I could get some peace even if it's temporary?

I was wondering if anyone has ever forefit their ability to hex, curse or manifest anything bad on anyone. Is there a way that if you do try to hex, curse, manifest anything bad ect that it just simply wouldn't happen?

I used to have this belief that I would cease to exist after death and that only I would. I was so scared I became paranoid that someone was going to hurt me and I didnt go to school. I begged my spirit guides for help and later on I seen someone on insta. They could provide me with all the answers I needed but the only problem was they never made videos on my problem and I can't afford their services because I'm only 16. I basically became obsessed always waiting for them to post a video about my proublem or about what was going on with me. Eventually everything just stopped. I stopped obsessing over things as much and I was back to a normal life but that only lasted a few months. This time when I was obsessing over things my intersive thoughts where targeting this person. I would get intersive thoughts that speak in first person about manifesting something bad or cursing this person and me getting karma for it making it almost impossible for me to move on from. These thoughts would come multiple time a day to the point where I would slur my words and react slowly to things it was messing with my brain function. Its currently messing with my morals and my feelings Ive been saying I need help I've been wanting to ask a medium what is happening and if I'm safe, what should I do? But there prices are extremely high and I'm only 16 i don't have a job because I'm in a group home I cant get money I've been lost and stuck and not moving forward I've been trying to even connect with my spirit guides but nothing is going right and I'm not getting any answers

I heard that learning astrology is helpful when learning tarot but there's a bunch of different kind of astrology which one am I supposed to learn

I've been trying to learn tarot but when I'm trying to learn the meaning it's so oddly specific to a category or clearly not an accurate answer. It's ethire about love, finance or Career and I dont care about any of those things. Isn't there like a general meaning? Does anyone know any websites that give accurate information?