u/CHEESEY_CHIP

i cant even like , i didnt even find him attractive but now his face haunts my eyes every time they close , and i find myself staring at him laughing with his friends wishing he would turn around and pull me into a kiss ,i do everything to be nearer to him , i would sign up to something i dont like just to be closer , i would befriend his freinds and i would text him a confession if i was only brave enough. and i stand by the idea that at one stage he liked me when i barely liked him but now he definetly doesnt and now i miss his presence when im anywhere that he is not.

like hes literally 3 apples tall i am so blessed to like him

i starve myself and dont have any cravings for food for like min 2 weeks and max 2 months and i lose an unhealthy amount of weight, then out of the blue i just eat everything i can , only sweet food and i dont even have a conscience , when im starving more people give me attention which i dont love because i already have a crush on someone and other people liking me freaks me out , so i have a theory that i eat more out of stress , but then i feel fat and ugly and hate myself and sometimes sh when i eat a bunch ... how do i find an inbetweeennnn.