Last nights LH test was very faint and it’s much darker today. Both are still negative but I had a large temp rise last night. It’s only CD 12 and I started testing on CD 10. I guess my question is, did I ovulate yesterday and miss catching a quick rise on LH strips?
I have heard many people are scared to have number 2 in regards to how it would affect number 1s life. Thats me! I would love another baby, I feel like I have so much love to give BUT my current child is my everything. What if she’s absolutely miserable because of a sibling? I see parents at the park who can’t help one kid because another one needs something. What if they absolutely hate each other? If my children hated each other would they hate me too because I’d love them both so much? A bit of a spiral but I am 80/20 on wanting another and this 20% is making me have second thoughts! I’m an only child so I have no clue how these dynamics frequently play out. Age gap would be 3-4 years