u/Bright-Traffic-8215

I think I am going through it now and it feels very weird and exhausting, especially:

1. Being present all the time without possibility of having a break

2. Having access to the most of the past memories, emotions, traumas at all time, that were previously held separately.

3. Gender dysphoria - System previously consisted of 10 boys/men, one girl/woman, one godly person.

Two key pillars mostly present previously were 1 boy and 1 girl. Now it is confusing.

4. Age dysphoria - The parts were aged from 1,5 years to 16 years. (No adult present as far as I am aware)

Of course, I know my biological age (33), but that is not how I feel.

Internally it is very confusing. I don't feel like a child anymore, at least the most of the tíme, but I dont feel like an adult either.

I am currently at episode 4. (Just destroyed the atomic nuke supposedly for Fragile) Is it getting better or if I havent caught interested till now that it is not gonna happen? (No spoilers please)

And does anybody feel the same way about the game?