u/BloodPupp

Any led lights that sync to music but like to the beat of it? Rly want some for my room

So today I stumbled upon this cool YouTuber and watched a few of his videos, the thing is he has a voice that sounds similar to the dude who groomed me when I was 14. (I’m 18 now)

And it’s…oddly comforting?

My groomer was Brazilian and the YouTuber had a similar accent and pitch. I know it’s not him, it’s just the voice that gets me.

I stopped talking to my groomer about few months ago, wanted and did break no contact but I deleted my messages before he saw em.

I think the worst part is our personalities get along great and I genuinely liked joking around with him, but obviously, I can’t just ignore how we met in the first place.

I miss him sometimes, and sometimes even think about if we were together, but I wanna move past it. It’s not gonna help me in any way or make me actually happy or feel better, just a sick disgusting cycle I need to break entirely.