For context I made a post on here talking about how I’ve been self harming a lot more and doing it almost everyday and how I found a weird comfort in it. Me and my dad are moving out of our house into our apartment and we have a month to move into this new apartment. My dad suggested that I start packing now and he’ll let me live in the apartment by myself for that first month while he takes his time to pack and move. I was telling my friend telling my close friend about the apartment and we somehow got onto the topic of me not eating or drinking water all day and he asked if I was >!suicidal!<. I told him yes and then I hesitated but told him about me cutting myself and started to tell me that he doesn’t think it’s a good idea for me to be alone for a whole month because of my >!suicidal thoughts!< my sh because he thinks me being alone will only prompt me to do it more. Honestly I think he’s right but I really don’t wanna share this kind of info with my dad and I was thinking maybe I’ll just try and have friends over often if I can and I’m gonna throw away my razor when I start packing I really wanna experience living alone for the first time. Should I tell my dad or keep it between my friend?
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I skate downtown San Antonio almost everyday I usually chill at hays bridge or at central skate shop. I’m trying to find some places to skate. I usually just cruise around downtown but I’ve been trying to do more skate sessions. Any recommendations?? Also for context I’ve been skating for a few years but just started doing tricks all I got is an Ollie and a shuv it. Trying to improve on both!
Hi im 18 (FTM) the first time I ever harmed myself was when was during the end of elementary going into middle school and now I’m a senior in high school. I had never been super bad with sh till now because when my mom first found out she threatened to get rid of me and threatened to take me to a mental hospital + raided my room and destroying it to take any kind of sharp item away from me. But now I live with my dad and when I started high school it just started getting bad again. Long story short I’m self harming almost everyday now idk why but it calms me down and I find some weird comfort in it and I’ve been doing it so much it feels more like a daily routine now. And it’s not just when I get home and I’m alone it’s also whenever I’m out and I get the urge I find other ways to hurt myself by pinching or scratching at my arm even tugging at my hair and more. I’m just so confused on why i feel almost addicted to hurting myself. I don’t want to but I feel like I need to and I should. Someone please give me some advice !!!