So basically me and my best friend of a year have no romantic feelings towards her idt she does either thaat I know off just to clarify
We both have recently started doing normal teenage stuff were both are very similar so we don't feel judged so 3 days back we tried alcohol for the first time and got really drunk on a rooftop and started making out and she fingered me and I gave her head from how much i remember i don't remember all the details as I was really drunk and almost blacked out but we both seemed to enjoy it from what i remember and while on the ride back home aggred to enjoy it
Now after a day we meet and she acts like she doesn't remember anything and acts like nothing happened asking what happened that day I also felt embarrassed and acted like nothing happened and we both just blacked out. we were in a mall today so we both were acting weird cause wtf and basically we were constantly mean to eachother i think it's because of the fact noone wants to agree we did this we both like boys we did this cause we were both touch starved and very drunk.
But now for reason I feel very neglected cause she doesn't want to talk about it cause i atleast want to talk about this and not just act like we forgot (do u think she forgot or just pretending)also she's leaving for summer for a month so we dont meet irl till then and don't want to talk about this on text so what do u think i should do should I talk about it or just forget it and act like it never happened