u/BigDig2436

ive lost 10lb and throughout this ive kept thinking “im losing all of my butt” but just until now I didnt realize how true that statement is. (also it is hard to see my glutes fully in the first picture as my shirt is covering them)

ive never had very good glutes but ive spent months getting them to the first photo (before the cut) and now all my progress is gone, is there any hope for me besides gaining weight, ive worked so hard to get better ab definition and to get leaner, im honestly so disappointed and im not sure what to do,

if you have any advice please leave it i genuinely need it so bad,

I ate the right 3 slices as shown, its a thin crust restaurant super oily hand tossed kids pizza.

this is a restaurant pineapple, ham, cheddar, ciabatta bread sandwich LOADED with mayo, id assume the most calorie dense

first few are me flexing and last 2 are no flexing
im 5’4 and 104lb! and i think i look fine flexed but whenever im not i just look obese

I eat loads, during the school day I snack all day and eat a very filling lunch, when dinner rolls around, my parents target me and my brother. One of them is very overweight and the other isn’t. My dad insists that me- a 15 yr old 110lb 5’4 pretty sedentary female (sitting at school all day) should have the same amount as him a 200lb 40 yr old very active way talker male. My parents plate both my and my brothers plates and sometimes my mom even eats less than me and my younger brother, insisting we are the ones not eating enough when we cant finish the ginormous amounts of food. I’m not sure what to do, they make all the meals, I have to avoid all snacks and work out excessively to maintain. Even then I’m still gaining as they keep sneaking extra butter and oil into specifically my and my brother’s meals. I think it’s so messed up and this would cause many kids to develop an ED. They often make comments on how I- a healthy bmi, need to gain weight. Or how I’m going to end up like my 8.8 bmi cousin. I left a photo of a meal that “isnt a big enough portion” -Yes thats the tripple dipper..

the bottom waffle has a good bit of peanut butter too, i also believe they were buttered before the pb.

I didnt realize i cut my leg on a sheet of metal until i saw this, its been 3-4hours so the stain is pretty deeply set. i wont have enough time to run it through the washer or get it soaking otherwise it wont have enough time to dry (the backpack was laying on my leg, thats how it got there)

i logged 1000 for all

just assume the most calorie dense things you can.

homemade chocolate cake with store bought icecream cake (has a big oreo in the middle)