I feel like i want to know and only want to be exclusive with sex... but I feel so vulnerable asking, because sex already makes me feel attached...
I feel really vulnerable asking, because a no would compeltely kill the vibe and also be a bit of a sucker punch.
Really confused. This person actively initiated sex with me while speaking about the future.
Afterwards, we texted and made plans. Their last message was about having sex with me
3 days go by, and I hear nothing. I follow up, and get a short reply. I get left on read the next time.
It's like suddenly, with no discernable reason the communication has dropped off a cliff. All I need is a tiny tiny check in message
I feel totally and utterly abandoned. Are our plans still on?
Should I walk away? - Then I will regret walking away
Should I keep waiting and waiting, and waiting.
It hurts so badly.
I just yearn for her, but the gap feels too long and I don't want the spark to fade. We have planned for more sex, so I guess i should chill.
But I YEARN.
I had done a bit of anatomy research, so I simply licked on her clitoris while doing a come here motion with my finger inside of her. I am very passionate about this girl. It was all a bit of a frenzied whirlwind of passion. My heart was racing at a million miles per hour, and I went down on her with a sort of enthusaism that meant I had to remember to breathe.
It went a lot better than anticipated given it was my second time ever. She said she came, and I asked if it was the moment her pelvis felt like it was flexing and her legs contracting - and she said it was.
My worry is, given my inexperience, that I have set high expectations.
The actual intercourse was standard performance wise from me, but it felt very nice as we could kiss and hug during it
Have i set super high expectations? I absolutely cannot wait for our next session!