Hey there, I am a hiv poz guy from hyderabad, been feeling extremely lonley and isolated, just looking for some genuine companionship. I just graduated, in computer science engineering, currently unemployed, I am into drawing and coding, not good at either tho. I love late night texts, I love having conversations, feel free to hmu.
How do I stop my thoughts? My negative thoughts dont seem to go away, they linger, they stay. I keep trying my best to distract myself but I still just lose my control and they take over me, my brain goes numb, my body goes numb, cant think of anything else and physically cant do anything else because my body gets frozen, I need to study and get into a good college for masters at least, to maybe improve my life, but my thoughts just wont leave me alone.
I got diagnosed with hiv last year, been feeling lonely and isolated, IRL no one knows about it yet and just feels suffocating to hide everything from everyone.