u/Bekah-holt

Every time I leave the house to do virtually anything I run into somebody transphobic. Most days at work I have to overhear snide and rude comments about my appearance or gender identity.
I’m trying my best to stay positive, but I don’t know how long I can keep this up. I’m crying myself to sleep most night, then waking up full of dread about the upcoming day. I honestly think if I wasn’t as far along with breast development I might highly consider detransitioning for my mental health. I’m just at a loss of what to do.

I’m a good few years away from being able to afford anything like FFS. I’ve doing Laser hair removal for my face, but that isn’t really helping me pass even after like 9 sessions.

What advice can you guys give me for coping mentally with not passing while I spend several years saving up money.

No hug boxing plz.