u/BeigeDildo

Question about preloading

I’m planning to quit Thursday night. Should I start my preload Wednesday night into Thursday night a long with my 7 tapering. Will I still be functioning pretty normally? Just worried bc I have family dinner Thursday night and don’t want to be out of it.

Planning to jump completely that Thursday night when I get home and up my SR dose

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u/BeigeDildo — 21 hours ago

Planning to quit Thursday night

I’m planning to use SR, Vit C, gaba along with all of the other supplements under the sun. Very nervous but so happy to be off of this shit I’ve been chained to for so long. All bc a Kratom vendor popped me a free sample. I haven’t felt anything good from 7 in some time. Really wondering why I keep spending all of my money on it. Burned through all of my bitcoin I had accumulated from investing early on. Makes me sick to think about.

Not sure how I’m going to tell my fiancé. I won’t be able to make it through this without her wondering wtf is going on with me. I’ll also need her to cover for me to both of our families while I’m out of it. Nobody in my life has any idea what I have done to myself.

I’m so worried about all of the overwhelming anxiety I’m going to be dealing with. Before I started Kratom so many years ago I already dealt with some anxiety so I know it’s going to be bad.

Would love some help on how I should explain this to my fiancé the night before I jump. Is anyone else worried about the potential long term effects of taking SR? I know I won’t be taking it for long but still. Please pray for me and I shall keep y’all updated.

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u/BeigeDildo — 1 day ago