Something odd happened to me
So today I woke up and my pain was genuinely 8, I couldn’t tolerate it, I felt like I was going crazy. So I booked a physio session immediately and I went. When I came in it wasn’t my regular physiotherapist since mine is on holiday, I tried to explain to her my previous treatments and what I’m feeling currently. And she kind of was pressing me to tell her what exactly hurts and choose one spot to work on and I couldn’t, it’s all painful and maybe my tone changed cause of frustration. I lay down in the bed and she starts massaging my shoulders and asking me few questions and I breakdown crying. I don’t know why I cried it just happened. I’m not the type to cry ever especially in front of people. I couldn’t hold back my tears and it wasn’t just cause the pain was bad or when she was massaging me it hurt more, I just can’t explain what happened. She told me I shouldn’t live with this much pain and I’m really young (26) so it shouldn’t be this bad and she told me to look into support groups and pain management doctor. After the session I couldn’t stop crying and I felt really odd the rest of the day and I really can’t explain what happened or what took over me.