u/Baumarbeiter_

On Thursday is my 21 birthday, and I'm not exited.

Before you start loneliness is nothing based on how many people you have around you, you can feel lonely even if you have 100 friends around you. Or don't feel lonely even if you have no one.

So yeah. My birthday is coming up and I'm really not exited about it.

I will celebrate at my work making a little BBQ, and at the weekend my family comes over.

But the issue is I'm not close to anyone, and so it all feels a bit meaningless.

And I don't know how to feel about my birthday, the older I get the more I would like not to celebrate it, because it feels fake you know.

I plan on giving out some sweets on work just to feel a little bit of being part of something. But I know some coworkers will ask why I do it, and when I tell them they cratulate me with feels meaningless.

It's like an apology from someone who got forced to say sorry.

I lost one friend about a year, after some months he congratulated me to my birthday, what I was surprised about, and I tried to rebuild it after that..... I tried to rebuild what we had, but it did not worked. And I kinda hope he won't text me on my birthday, because he didn't texted me for over a year but then I'm good enough? Na, I'll pass.

I don't know if what I'm talking here makes any sense, but it helps me to collect my thoughts and see what others think, or if they can relate.

Before you start loneliness is nothing based on how many people you have around you, you can feel lonely even if you have 100 friends around you. Or don't feel lonely even if you have no one.

So yeah. My birthday is coming up and I'm really not exited about it.

I will celebrate at my work making a little BBQ, and at the weekend my family comes over.

But the issue is I'm not close to anyone, and so it all feels a bit meaningless.

And I don't know how to feel about my birthday, the older I get the more I would like not to celebrate it, because it feels fake you know.

I plan on giving out some sweets on work just to feel a little bit of being part of something. But I know some coworkers will ask why I do it, and when I tell them they cratulate me with feels meaningless.

It's like an apology from someone who got forced to say sorry.

I lost one friend about a year, after some months he congratulated me to my birthday, what I was surprised about, and I tried to rebuild it after that..... I tried to rebuild what we had, but it did not worked. And I kinda hope he won't text me on my birthday, because he didn't texted me for over a year but then I'm good enough? Na, I'll pass.

I don't know if what I'm talking here makes any sense, but it helps me to collect my thoughts and see what others think, or if they can relate.

I hate Sunday night, it's the worst time for my mental health.

Of you reader so far, please go to a random account and say hi, maybe it could change everything 🙃

So, I’m a 21-year-old guy, and for the past few weeks, I’ve been trying to socialize more.

With that in mind, I installed Hinge with the intention of offering to cook for people.

That hasn't really worked out so far 🤷‍♂️—how unexpected.

Anyway, I’m trying a different approach now; I want to be more direct and use my profile to look specifically for friendships and/or something more. (I know online dating sucks, but honestly, I have no idea how else I’m supposed to meet people.) To be frank, though, I have absolutely no clue how to "sell myself."

I couldn't even manage it during the interview for my current apprenticeship.

So, I wanted to ask: does anyone have any ideas on how I can market myself better?

Ps.: this text got pulled through Google translator, because I don't find a sup in my mother language.

Heyhoo. I'm looking for some new gaming friends, because playing alone isn't much fun.

I am living in central Europe, Germany specific. So my languages are German and English .but my English is really rusty so please excuse that.

Currently I'm playing helldivers, overwatch, and war thunder and would like to have some people to play with.

Heyhoo. I'm looking for some new gaming friends, because playing alone isn't much fun. I am living in central Europe, Germany specific. So my languages are German and English .but my English is really rusty so please excuse that. Currently I'm playing helld

Arbeite schon seit 2 Jahren daran abzunehmen, und habe heute feststellen können das ich jetzt offiziell ein stabiles gewicht unter 100 Kilo hab.

Ich habe meine Reise mit über 125kg gestartet und bin jetzt bei ungefähr 98 kg. Mein Ziel war 95 , aber habe mir gesagt das je nachdem es läuft wollte ich runter auf 80-85 kg gehen und werde es auch versuchen.