u/BarbarBarir

So I’m pretty sure I’m as*xual but pan-demiromantic… I’m repulsed by s*x but I deeply crave romantic and close relationships but I can’t seem to find anyone else like me…. What should I do? Dating apps seem to be more for hookups, due to medical conditions I can’t really go out to bars and clubs, plus I don’t want to come across as a creep going up to strangers. None of those close to me feel that way about me. I’m struggling to feel happy being alone while all my friends(one of which I was in love with) are all meeting people. Any advice?

I don’t mean to sound petty or childish, I’m just sad, scared and still trying to keep my heart together when everything around me is telling me only true happiness comes from love.