cant help but think that my ADHD and my outbursts were part fo the problem. Im planning to get medication and work on my independence.
I think I want to reach out after 4 months of no contact. The relationship became very toxic and even reached a point of physicality.
Edit: I also think I burnt out my empathy by trying to be her therapist. At the time, I didnt realize I was doing it.
Is reaching out a mistake?