I broke up with my ex over a week ago on Saturday April18th. I told him not to contact me again because that was my boundary and had him blocked. This recent Saturday the 26th, I got very drunk. I think | unblocked him but I don't know. I don't remember barely anything we talked about, but I remember that he kept getting mad about how I was super drunk and he told me he was sober. He drove over (I'm not sure whose idea it was) and we had sex. I can't remember anything barely. I know it happened. I know he drove and I am confident he wasn't drunk. I was extremely drunk. I'm not sure if over text I was initiating anything sexual or not. I can't remember. All I know is he knew I was drunk. In the morning, the second I realized/remembered what happened, I completely regretted it and wish I had not done that at all because I know I wouldn't have sober. I don't ever remember him asking me if this was okay especially because I was drunk, but maybe he did just and I just can't remember. I don't know if I'm overreacting. I don't want to believe I was assaulted, but | also feel like there's no way there wasn't something wrong here. I need help figuring this out please. I don’t know if this changes things, but I’m also still a minor but I turn 18 soon.
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I broke up with my ex over a week ago on Saturday April18th. I told him not to contact me again because that was my boundary and had him blocked. This recent Saturday the 26th, I got very drunk. I think I unblocked him but I don't know. I don't remember barely anything we talked about, but I remember that he kept getting mad about how I was super drunk and he told me he was sober. He drove over (I'm not sure whose idea it was) and we had sex. I can't remember anything barely. I know it happened. I know he drove and I am confident he wasn't drunk. I was extremely drunk. I'm not sure if over text I was initiating anything sexual or not. I can't remember. All I know is he knew I was drunk. In the morning! completely regretted it and wish I had not done that at all because I know I wouldn't have sober. I don't ever remember him asking me if this was okay especially because I was drunk, but maybe he did just and I just can’t remember. I don’t know if I’m overreacting. I don’t want to believe I was assaulted, but I also feel like there’s no way there wasn’t something wrong here. I need help figuring this out please.