u/BadgerRepulsive7235

I have insta, discord, this, and snap incase you want more details or want to PM.

I'm M17. I've been in boarding school since freshman year. There is... so. much. fucking. stress.

I hate this all. All of my sisters are super successful (oldest upenn then vandy, middle georgetown then william and mary, youngest a sophomore and the best art school in the country). I feel like theres just so much to live up to. I've watched friends commit right in front of me. I've had no one to talk to besides a very close couple of friends and my girlfriend but my girlfriend is on her own struggle bus and may be emancipated by her parents and I don't want to keep adding to her stress. And she keeps coming to me with all these problems despite the fact that she told me she was going to try and be more positive since she hates the doom and gloom. Of course I told her its ok but it's all her life seems to be lately and theres only so much I can do from 1600+ miles away. Obviously I'm grateful for them but I can't keep just adding on to them but I can't keep bottling my emotions up.

I'm so tired. I just want to relax. I can barely get out of bed without almost collapsing to my knees. I have diagnosed ADHD and I struggle to focus and with impulse control and I keep getting steamrolled with higher and higher expectations just because I perform somewhat well academically.I still have another year of HS and I don't even know if I'm going to be able to get into the colleges I'd like to get into and if I don't go to college my parents will disown me.

I kept getting sick for a while but thankfully that stopped but I was throwing up for MONTHS and my parents refused to believe me and its by some miracle I got better.

I wasn't able to get back to campus on time ford its finals week and theres not going to be any food until tomorrow in the dining hall and I'm starving and I can't focus on studying.

I just need someone/people to talk to. Someone/people I can lean on just a little bit until I can stand on my own two feet again.

Thank you and God bless everyone. <3

I have insta, discord, this, and snap incase you want more details or want to PM.

I'm M17. I've been in boarding school since freshman year. There is... so. much. fucking. stress.

I hate this all. All of my sisters are super successful (oldest upenn then vandy, middle georgetown then william and mary, youngest a sophomore and the best art school in the country). I feel like theres just so much to live up to. I've watched friends commit right in front of me. I've had no one to talk to besides a very close couple of friends and my girlfriend but my girlfriend is on her own struggle bus and may be emancipated by her parents and I don't want to keep adding to her stress. And she keeps coming to me with all these problems despite the fact that she told me she was going to try and be more positive since she hates the doom and gloom. Of course I told her its ok but it's all her life seems to be lately and theres only so much I can do from 1600+ miles away. Obviously I'm grateful for them but I can't keep just adding on to them but I can't keep bottling my emotions up.

I'm so tired. I just want to relax. I can barely get out of bed without almost collapsing to my knees. I have diagnosed ADHD and I struggle to focus and with impulse control and I keep getting steamrolled with higher and higher expectations just because I perform somewhat well academically.I still have another year of HS and I don't even know if I'm going to be able to get into the colleges I'd like to get into and if I don't go to college my parents will disown me.

I kept getting sick for a while but thankfully that stopped but I was throwing up for MONTHS and my parents refused to believe me and its by some miracle I got better.

I wasn't able to get back to campus on time ford its finals week and theres not going to be any food until tomorrow in the dining hall and I'm starving and I can't focus on studying.

I just need someone/people to talk to. Someone/people I can lean on just a little bit until I can stand on my own two feet again.

Thank you and God bless everyone. <3