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I’m 9 weeks PP and I can’t stop thinking about the feeling of being in labour and giving birth. It was fucking horrible in the moment I know that but my brain has just wiped it all out and is now romanticising the feeling and I just can’t help but feel like wanting to do it all over again. I know why people go back now. My pregnancy and labour was hell and my baby went to NICU but for some reason I want to just do it again one more time. Why is this? Anyone else? It’s on my mind at least a few times a day even though I know I for sure won’t have another one for a few more years

Okay so this has only been happening the last few days but my 9 week old will not stop fussing, I change feed and burp. I try to get him to nap but he fights his sleep and only contact naps and not for very long in the day. It’s very draining and only seems settled on the breast. Always taken a bottle but starting to even hate the bottle now. Is this just a developmental thing at this age? I’m trying not to have expectations of what my baby should be like but it just seems like nothing helps him settle down anymore

How old was your baby when you first left them to stay overnight with someone else? Like grandparents ?