I was stable and now I'm a walking ball of f-king emotions.
I'm taking my mood stabilizer,antidepressant,AND antipsychotic. Before you say it, yes, I KNOW, bpd can't be managed with meds. But I was doing fineeee, now I feel like a walking ball of emotions. I'm so mad all the time, everything pisses me off. At first, I thought I was splitting on my husband, but then I began more self aware and was like no?? Why am I feeling this way towards EVERYBODY and EVERYONE, even objects? I can't stand it. I wanna rip everything apart and fucking scream. I hate this. I was doing so good.