Genuinely so done with everything
I hate my life almost 100% of the time
I hate being old and still living with my parents
I hate how my mom is always so fucking mean and rude to everyone
I hate that I wish I was desde every day
My mom is rude with everyone - me, grandma, dad - all the time
She’s always so angry
I never met a angrier and unhappier person in my life
I wish I wasn’t her child and was never born
I’m genuinely so so happy! I’ve been having some vox obsessions that I want to share on another post, and this obsession thing is making me feel bad so, if you could please share your favorite Vox / Radiostatic art, memes, screenshots, anything, it would really be appreciated ♡
So, I’ve been experience some intense negative feelings for the stupidest reason ever: a ship from a tv show.
I wish I was joking, but no I, nearly 30, have been getting more and more frustrated because of a romantic ship between two fictional characters from a tv show I enjoy.
This tv show is probably one of my special interests (not sure what to classify as ‘special’ tho) and I’ve been watching it since 2024 - unfortunately, it has only 2 released seasons so far.
I’ve always enjoyed tv shows/books/movies ships and for the majority of my life, I didn’t care that other people didn’t like a certain ship or that it was not cannon, with maybe a few exceptions here there.
But regarding this specific ship and in the past few days/weeks it has make me very unsettled that (who would’ve guessed hum?) not all people in the fandom agree with it.
They ship I enjoy is popular, but there are other ships involving these characters that other people also like or like it even more.
No why does that make me upset?
I got no freaking idea!!
I consider myself a very open person, I don’t mind people disagreeing with me, I’m very VERY aware that people have their own taste and can like whatever.
It bothers me that this is bothering me so damn much! It got to the point where it bothers to see fanart and merch of my non-ship while online shopping
I’m an adult, I shouldn’t be this fired up for fictional stuff :((
Has anyone experienced anything similar and could provide some insight?
Disclaimer: I rarely post online so I don’t practice nor encourage ship war or any hate within or between fandoms. This is sth in my mind and my mind alone
TL;DR: I got too deep into a ship and it bothers me that not everyone feels the same .—.