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She's extremely violent. I don't know how to fix this. Anytime we try to get her to sleep or behave, she'll go completely insane. She claws at me, bites me, punches me, climbs on me, throws things at me, etc. Please help. I don't know what to do!

The past year I've been obsessed with Nazis. I've taken up learning German, I've read books about the Holocaust, my stomach coils when I look at a Swastika, etc. Am I a horrible person? How can I fix this? I hate it! I try to educate myself on the holocaust as much as possible, so I can force myself out of this.