u/Aromatic_Buffalo_200

I took some antibodiotics in the month of jan for fever and throat pain, the next cycle I had, when I’m done with my period there was itching burning and bad reaction to the sanitary pads. It went away after few days. It repeated for the next cycle and went away after few days. Then I consulted a gynaecologist and she suggested it’s a yeast infection. I used the medicines for that and on day 3 and 4 of using the medicines everything was fine but after that the same thing repeated and went away after few days. This was last month and this month after my cycle it was comparatively better, the itching and discomfort have toned down but I’m currently on day 8 of my period and am having this discharge. No noticeable odor as such. Adding the photo in the comments.

So I’m in a Situationship with this person 25M since 6 months. We are both working rn and we were friends with each other since our college and he liked me since the start. When he told me he liked me during the start of the college, I rejected him because I didn’t even know him properly and I went on to be in a relationship with another guy. We were really young during that time hence were quite immature about the whole situation, he proceeded to be in a relationship with another girl shortly and broke up with her in a month. I’ve dated my ex for 4 months or so and we broke up. He(the guy I’m in situationship rn) then approached me again saying he was just with her to get over me and told me he still loved me. That went on for around three years, I did not Lead him on or was hesitant in rejecting him because of several reasons being 1. He is a different person when he drinks, there were situations where he has become extreme(not with people but behavioural wise) and I used to be scared of him.
2. We are of the same friend group and some of his friends who are well known to me are very toxic and have several times tried to set me up with him invalidating my feelings.
He is a good person apart from these traits and was genuine with his feelings throughout and I know for sure that he loves me. 8 months back we got to spend time with each other(without any of our friends) and had a good time. This is the first ever time I got to know him properly. There were situations where he was still extreme but he listened to me and toned his behaviour down a bit. I know that he’s trying. I started to like him and told him that I’m not sure of anything yet and he suggested we date/be in a situationship without commitment because that is when I’ll truly know. It went well for few days and unfortunately I had to transfer cities due to the requirement of my job. This is when things started turning south. There are a certain things that I don’t like of him and was vocal about them. He repeated them for about 3 or 4 time unintentionally which lead to fights. I know that I’m no saint either, after each and every fight he is the one who wants to sort it out move forward and basically he has is sure about the future with me. Whereas these days each and every thing he is doing which is a bit problematic is triggering me unlike before. I’m scared I’m emotionally torturing him because of my incapabilities. There was an incident few days back where I was talking to my dad hence cut off the phone in hurry and he called me 7 times because he thought I was upset with him about something. This made me fear if he’s obsessed with me and is putting me off. I want to sort things and take this relationship forward but I fear my actions are not matching my intentions hence loosing my mind these days. I don’t know if I like him genuinely and if it’s just a phase or if I’m liking the comfort and assurance he’s providing and am attracted to that.