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Hey guys, I am a computer engineering student, looking for a job, preferably in retail, that revolves around technology. I've got experience with T-Mobile, where I scored #1 in sales many times straight and achieved winner's circle. I have been working with computers, phones, and other electronic appliances since I was 8. Thanks for your consideration.

Hey guys, quick question. Ive read the books and tried to search on Reddit for something this specific but couldn't so i turn to making a post.

lam an ex looksmaxer (yes laugh it up) and its left me with some pretty notable mental scars. The theories are sound and fun to get into sometimes, but the community is very toxic and the toll that doing deep dives on learning is pretty heavy on the mind. Im glad im better able to understand how exactly i could look better and take care of myself, but i am aware enough to say that its definitely impeding on my manifestations.

I first learned about Neville last year, when i was in love with this one girl. I successfully manifested getting her number, but my mental state from the community + the self hatred + the limerence impeded going any further with her. Now, finally returning because i had a mini crush on this one girl (i learned how to control my emotions better and not spiral into limerence again) I decided to get back into it. However, it's very apparent that the scars from my previous crush and from 3+ years of looking into looksmaxing that my manifestations are in trouble.

Obviously, i tried to manifest the current crush, but ran into a hurdle with self worth. Since i believe most of my self worth comes from looks, i decided to try and manifest that. Eventually, however, that led to me being very numb to all manifestations. Since I put a lot of importance in it, nothing really happened. Im trying to change my eyes, nose, and acne scars but to no avail. At times i look in the mirror and almost want to tear up because of how much importance I've put on it. Im not terrible looking id say, i just hyperfocus on certain flaws and thats all i see.

Well, it's gotten to the point where the numbness has affected other manifestations as well. I fall asleep to quickly to do SATS consistently, and its hard to feel the feeling of the wish fulfilled because of how numb I've gotten. I know that detachment is very important, as i managed to get a car after saying i dont really care at all, because i really didnt.

So now it's about self work in my eyes. Ive been going to the gym and taking care of myself. I do plan on doing a very introspective psych trip soon (hope thats allowed here) and before and after i will be doing tons of shadow work to get to the root of the problem. To be honest, my importance on looks has been going on for a little under a decade, so it'll be a lot to unravel. But i do ask for tips and if anyone has any experience on self work and the self image. Thanks!

(Taken down from the nevillegoddard subreddit but the mods will let ai slop run rampant 🙄)
Hey guys, quick question. Ive read the books and tried to search on Reddit for something this specific but couldn't so i turn to making a post.

l am an ex looksmaxer (yes laugh it up) and its left me with some pretty notable mental scars. The theories are sound and fun to get into sometimes, but the community is very toxic and the toll that doing deep dives on learning is pretty heavy on the mind. Im glad im better able to understand how exactly i could look better and take care of myself, but i am aware enough to say that its definitely impeding on my manifestations.

I first learned about Neville last year, when i was in love with this one girl. I successfully manifested getting her number, but my mental state from the community + the self hatred + the limerence impeded going any further with her. Now, finally returning because i had a mini crush on this one girl (i learned how to control my emotions better and not spiral into limerence again) I decided to get back into it. However, it's very apparent that the scars from my previous crush and from 3+ years of looking into looksmaxing that my manifestations are in trouble.

Obviously, i tried to manifest the current crush, but ran into a hurdle with self worth. Since i believe most of my self worth comes from looks, i decided to try and manifest that. Eventually, however, that led to me being very numb to all manifestations. Since I put a lot of importance in it, nothing really happened. Im trying to change my eyes, nose, and acne scars but to no avail. At times i look in the mirror and almost want to tear up because of how much importance I've put on it. Im not terrible looking id say, i just hyperfocus on certain flaws and thats all i see.

Well, it's gotten to the point where the numbness has affected other manifestations as well. I fall asleep to quickly to do SATS consistently, and its hard to feel the feeling of the wish fulfilled because of how numb I've gotten. I know that detachment is very important, as i managed to get a car after saying i dont really care at all, because i really didnt.

So now it's about self work in my eyes. Ive been going to the gym and taking care of myself. I do plan on doing a very introspective psych trip soon (hope thats allowed here) and before and after i will be doing tons of shadow work to get to the root of the problem. To be honest, my importance on looks has been going on for a little under a decade, so it'll be a lot to unravel. But i do ask for tips and if anyone has any experience on self work and the self image. Thanks!

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