Genuinely speaking life has given me so much pain that now I've just become stone. Yes in afraid to live because life isn't in my control anymore . So yeah I'll fucking die then stuck in failure and loss of self worth and personality. I've lost evruthung now.im mentally exhausted from life. So yeah now im not afraid of dying .
Looking for a female psychiatrist who can provide me with meds after sessions
Don't know what to do.mentqlly exhausted hi chuki hu ab nhi hota kuch sab kuch numb ho chukar hai Ghar pe rehka r meri mental health kharab ho chuki hai. Padhi oe bhi focus nhi ho rha kuch nhi karne ka mann karta yar kya karu. Dad ko psychiatrist ke pass jaan yeh bhi nhi bol sakti. Sirf ek hi option hai ab..bahut ho gua life
Mein itna pain ho gya ki ab bad hi gya exhaust hi gyi main negative ban gyi. Ab ho gya bass can't wait to die.
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How to deal with learned helplessness. From my 3rd grade till today i felt heloless and inferioir to others. And now im dealing with severe depression. For eg Mai gym mein koi equipment nhi kar paati like mujhe nhi pta isko kese uthana hai kya karna hai toh i always feel helpless I don't know how to ask for help. Also when I feel loke asking I feel theres no one here everywhere is busy talking and there's no one available at the moment and they are busy doing their exercise I feel like ik the only perosn in the gym and there's no one here also I feel so depressed to ask them i feel so blank and irritated becuase firstly i don't even like going to gym itna demotivated feel karti hu upar se kuch hota bhi nhi hai . .ab itna habitual hi gyi hu itna used ti ho gyi hu iske I don't even know how to deal with this. I feel like ending it all. Nothing is in my control i always like nothing in my life is in my control
How to deal with learned helplessness. From 3rd grade till today I feel helpless and inferior to others and now I'm delaing with severe depression. "For example, I can't use any equipment in the gym, like I don't know how to use it or what to do with it, so I always feel helpless. I don't know how to ask for help. Also when I feel like asking, I feel like there's no one here, everyone is busy talking and there's no one available at the moment, they are busy doing their exercise. I feel like I'm the only person in the gym and there's no one here. I also feel so depressed to ask them, I feel so blank and irritated because firstly I don't even like going to the gym, I feel so demotivated, and on top of that nothing even happens now it has become so habitual because I've become so used to do this that i dint even know how to deal with this.i always feel like ending it all
Can't move forward still stuck feel suicidal every single day
I want a female friend close to my age (22) as I feel really lonely. And feeling really depressed for 4yrs. I feel like dying . I just wanna talk to someone
I want to go back in the past and fix everything cant do thus anymore.what ami Veena doing in my life what's the point of life now. Eveyrthubgfeels pointless. Is studying and forcing yourself to study and forcing yourself to memorize everything even Houghton you're feeling blank and then straining yourself too hard only to get nice marks . That's rhe only purpose??? What's the point if you're not feeling anything and only feel hurt inside because you don't like this shitty life because you're dead inside and you feel angry at everything not a single thing is pleasurable there's not a single thing I enjoy. Now I just wanna die
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A I can't even tell my dad that im feeling suicidal every day and dealing with severe depression and lack of energy . And don't have any reason to live . And I can't even go to therapy by telling him ashe won't allow it. So the only option is to die
I can't even tell my dad that im feeling suicidal every day and dealing with severe depression and lack of energy . And don't have any reason to live . And I can't even go to therapy by telling him ashe won't allow it. So the only option is to die