u/AlternativeHoney2530

don't know what to do anymore. I feel my closest friends hate me now, even my friend who knows me well I feel he has grown tired of me. I feel he hates me now, because I'm a fucking burden. People think I cut and I don't eat for attention when I'm not. I feel like I'm rotting, rotting so so so much, I hate everything l don't know what to even do I hate it all, I sometimes just cut to feel something but I can't feeling anything but I'm sick of feeling pain, I don't feel l can even rant anymore to anyone so here am I, I spent my science class writing my suicide letter, I wanted to cry and vomit I can't with this.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel my closest friends hate me now, even my friend who knows me well I feel he has grown tired of me. I feel he hates me now, because I’m a fucking burden. People think I cut and I don’t eat for attention when I’m not. I feel like I’m rotting, rotting so so so much, I hate everything I don’t know what to even do I hate it all, I sometimes just cut to feel something but I can’t feeling anything but I’m sick of feeling pain, I don’t feel I can even rant anymore to anyone so here am I, I spent my science class writing my suicide letter, I wanted to cry and vomit I can’t with this.