u/Alternative-Top-11

I relapsed

I feel i lost all my work

I feel pathetic

I started getting into porn from bad friends at 13.

I started from kissing videos to scenes in movies to real porn. I have been masturbating to soft porn from social media to even normal opposite genderi know. I have been masturbating almost daily since and my longest streak was 2 weeks of no fap when i was working abroad. I think i have compulsive masturbating. To the point of doing it 4 times a day. I started online masturbation and its getting me broke.

It ruined my social life, self esteem, studies, spirituality, my sports, finances. I know this is wrong and i never told anyone. I even advice my friends who have fallen into it.

I need you help to stop this disease that's eating me alive.

I really need your help and appreciate it.

Ugh am sweating while typing this.