u/AjaXIium

For starters, what I'll be saying applies to both friendships (even with fellow males) and romantic relationships but I'll mainly be focusing on the romantic side because I can live without friendships, I've survived for the past 23 years haven't I? The romantic side of things however, I don't think I'll make it even for another 2-3 years so here we are. To cut to the point, I'm an ugly-looking person, and I don't mean your average-looking Joe that some people deem attractive and some people don't no no, like a person everyone except their mother deems ugly, I mean real ugly, the toddlers-stare-and-cry-around-you and the giggles-whispers-in-public type of ugly. Hadshi khlani n3ish wa7d very tough life wmazal kan3ichha but despite my inhumane looks, I'm still human inside with feelings and needs, as a matter of fact, I'm way more sensitive than your average human emotionally, which means everything I feel is even more amplified. Ma3lina, mli wsslt dik 20 3am, f7al ila 9lti jhlt hhh, wlit khassni daruri ndkhl fchi relationship wrebbi kbir. So I downloaded a dating app, as expected, 0 matches for 3 weeks whadshi hi mkntch kanswipi right 3la good-looking wla 7ta average girls. Ta lwa7d nhar matchit m3a wa7d lgirl, she had a chronic disease that made her very thin and most people would find her ugly but I liked her anyways. Due to the nature of what I do, some days I make very good money per day wshi yamat kankon ta7t 0 w dok liyam fash yalah t3arfna knt rich af hhh. Sara7a t9al ma3mrha tlbat mni floss wla nchri liha chi 7aja but ana m3a rassi knt kankhssr 3liha on average 500dh every day we hang out w when I had no money I avoided talking with her altogether to avoid her asking me to hang out. Our relationship was good tal wa7d nhar decidat tghostini. 2 Months later, she messaged me apologizing and telling me that she would have to block me everywhere and change numbers because she found some guy from Europe and they fell in love with each other wjay ytzwj biha the following week. Mal9it man9ol, glt liha lah ykml blkhir wskt even tho rah bayna kant kat9lb for someone better WHILE we were together. Kayn mnkom li ayrdni ana the bad guy for tying to "buy" love which can't be bought and I kinda admit it wakha makntch kandir dkchi bkhatri. Bla manchkr likom rassi, I'm a very good person mn na7iyat lakhla9 wlmo3amala wdkchi but with an ugly face and a "blank" personality, non existent humor, no hobbies, can't keep a conversation going, boring, etc.... Hna fin kayji lquestion li ftitle, with an ugly face, non existent personality, I find myself subconsciously trying to compensate with money and that's bad 'cause lw9t atla9ini hi m3a gold diggers ws7abat 7ajthom and I would never be in relationship -let alone marriage- with unconditional love. So I truly need your advice, what can I offer other than money to acquire friendships/relationships? Thanks for reading all this 😃

I've been asked out by people who are generally considered "strange" and significantly unattractive. I'm not talking "ugly" necessarily, but rather people who have horrible hygiene, very overweight, have a plethora of mental issues, etc. It's been like this since middle school lol

To clarify, I'm extremely flattered by anyone who asks me out and I always give all of them a chance at least, but I've never had a single person relatively ordinary person ask me out! I just find it strange.

I think I'm a pretty ordinary looking person; I'm not particularly attractive or anything, but I try to be super nice to everyone no matter what. Is that part of it? But if so, why wouldn't the ordinary looking people also ask me out?