u/AgreeableDiver5013

It feels like I’ve tried just about everything, like everything I place or put on the walls feels feminine in some sort of way that leaves me confused and frustrated. It’s as if the knowledge that a fake boy put up and placed all this shit, that if I were a real boy maybe I’d feel better about expressing myself with a poster that just pisses me off because I’m worried it’s “too girly” to like Kurt Cobain or The Clash. The only thing I’m really comfortable with is those little pieces of paper you get inside DVD’s that list specific times scenes happen- and I’ve only got 13 of those (not a lot if you consider how big a dvd case is). But then again I’m still staring at all this shit and wondering “is this too colorful?” or “would a real boy think this is too feminine to like?”

Just got my hands on an aiwa nsx-aj503 digital audio system, both cassette players are untested (simply because I don’t own any), but the radio works and the speakers sound pretty good. The only problem I have is with the CD player. I’ve tried cleaning off the laser with a CD laser lens cleaner though it remains unsuccessful. I’d send a video, but all it does is say “reading” before it stops spinning.