I still think of you everyday, but I will never reach out to you again.
Maybe I didn’t mean as much to u as u meant to me and I understand that now, but I just hope it was real and wasnt fake. The 1 year we spent together the only time I’ve ever felt loved by a man, even though u made me severely depressed. I romanticize what we had in my head, but I remember you couldn’t keep your eyes on just me. You were always looking for a girl better than me, and you finally found one. I hope you and your new girlfriend are happier and you treat her 1000x better than you ever treated me, she deserves it. I thought at this point i wouldn’t even think about you anymore, but I still do every single day. Some days are harder than others. I locked eyes with you while your girlfriend was right next to you, i think you expected me to be upset but I wasn’t, you are out of my control and you never were in my control. Sometimes I think maybe one day we will reconnect, but I know it won’t happen. Lots of love