u/Affectionate-Recipe0

This is honestly such a dumb post but I just feel the need to express my appreciation for the act. My boyfriend (M26) and I (F21) have been together for little over a year now. This is my first real relationship and he was also my first kiss (and other stuff tee hee). Recently, I came to a conclusion that I'm not really into lip-on-lip kissing? Maybe I just suck at it. Maybe I just need to get used to it. Maybe I don't like having his tongue in my mouth. Pecking on the lips? Sure, love it. French kissing is simply a no-no (unfortunately). But there's something about cheek kisses that make my brain short circuit.

I LOVE kissing his cheeks (the ones on his face. I feel like I have to mention that lmfao(though the nether cheeks are also pretty damn sweet)). I'm pretty sure if he allowed it, I'd kiss him for hours none stop. I love it so much that it gives me cuteness aggression and I end up attacking him and biting him. The thought alone fills me with so much dopamine that I want to explode. I told my best friend about this and she gave me a side-eye, asking if I'm friendzoning the poor guy, because "what do you mean you prefer kissing his cheeks over actually kissing?" Is it really that odd? I just hope my boyfriend isn't getting the wrong idea or something, cause sometimes when he leans in for a smooch, I give him a quick peck on the lips and then immediately turn his head to go for the chops.

(Honorable mentions: temple and forehead kisses)

F 21. It honestly boggles my mind how absolutely dogshit I feel. Its this sudden, spontaneous explosion of negative emotions that make me irritable, sad, and empty at the same time. Hell, it even makes me feel like I don't love my boyfriend anymore or that my friends hate my guts. I feel awful. At this point it works as a tracker cause when I'm like this I go "oooohhhh" cause its such a specific feeling of hopelessness and bullshittery. But the moment my period starts I suddenly feel amazing and jolly and so full of life, even when the cramps are bad or that I physically can't comfortably leave the house in fear of just how much I bleed for the first 3-4 days (fuckass blood clots). My guess is that its hormones playing their tricks on me but FUCK man. I guess my question is if this is normal and what I can do to not make me want to off myself during this period? Thank you in advance!

F 21. It honestly boggles my mind how absolutely dogshit I feel. Its this sudden, spontaneous explosion of negative emotions that make me irritable, sad, and empty at the same time. Hell, it even makes me feel like I don't love my boyfriend anymore or that my friends hate my guts. I feel awful. At this point it works as a tracker cause when I'm like this I go "oooohhhh" cause its such a specific feeling of hopelessness and bullshittery. But the moment my period starts I suddenly feel amazing and jolly and so full of life, even when the cramps are bad or that I physically can't comfortably leave the house in fear of just how much I bleed for the first 3-4 days (fuckass blood clots). My guess is that its hormones playing their tricks on me but FUCK man. I guess my question is if this is normal and what I can do to not make me want to off myself during this period? Thank you in advance!