I’m losing my mind
I’m (24F) , ever since I was born I wasn’t allowed to go outside unless with grandma (mamat baba) but as I hit puberty not ever since was I allowed unless it’s la fac or chi sokhra and rarely father allows us to hangout with mom we can go more than 6 months blama nkhrjo . Latelty he’s being really nitpicking fi ay haja for example ( ila malqach chi haja fi blastha kayghawt , howa labss foqia o kayghewet 3la foqia akhra 3lach matsbnatch and more and more) plus wla kaygolina ( me and my siblings) how can u sleep till 11 ( we don’t have any activity la gym la walo )o ana kharej nkhdem m3a 8 now he’s forcing us to wake up at 8. He doesn’t gave us money glk dakchi maqdkomch dakchi li katakloh wakha hadchi a necessity o dok les iphones, les macs, apple watches li chari likom ma hasbinhomch , kanbghi ghir nkhroj ntemcha qodam dar not even 1km I’m not allowed to. Ila chi haja mamchatch according to him kayhayed lina les tels plus wifi wakha kaykhesna nqraw bihom sometimes des seances à distance plus projects. U’ll tell me nqaleb 3la khedma I’m not allowed ms I’m searching for a remote one. In front of people we’re the perfect family o hna ryal maky3tiha lina. And more hadchi rah ghir chwia . I don’t know wach ana kanzid fih.