Losing it all
Hey,
I am an artist accused and not even know what for but sadly it happens all in deeply leftist circles.
I had an affair some years ago that was mutual but had very strong power dynamics that we both enjoyed - or so I thought. We never had sexual contact. It ended, and people from her circle canceled me. Now as I had a very short affair with a girl that said about me that her interaction was not so pleasant, but acknowledged that everything was in consent, the old affair swept above and I got cancelled in certain locations and many friends. Now it’s months and nobody spoke to me what happened. I sued on club I was working for as the expelled me unlawfully. Refused me to explain what I was accused of. Even tried to trick me into missing a deadline to sue. Sueing made things worse.
I now lost most of my friends and I became to afraid and mentally weak to fight or speak with anybody. All I think about it moving away but that will take maybe one more year. Meanwhile everyone treats me like I raped somebody.
I lost, I acknowledge that but what can one do to stay alive? To still have the strength to do stuff I like? I lost hope in Everything.