u/Adventurous-Wafer796

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You guys have already seen such kinda posts. But yeah I also wanna share my failure story. So I am a dropper and I took a drop cause I never studied for jee. In 11th n 12th it was just my regular school and tuition and cbse syllabus. But in 12th class I even left my tuition cause of some reasons and I took an online jee batch from pw and yeah I was inconsistent cause it was so fucking difficult for me to study online. Ek lecture khatam karne me pura din chala jata tha not because ki me makkari maar ri thi idk why bruh idk if I am suffering from adhd or whatt but it was getting really difficult for me. And as the 12th exams were getting close maine youtube ke one shot par switch kar dia because I had no options left and I scored 70 percent. I was not even able to cross the criteria of 75 percent and then I took a fucking drop and took admission in allen. Me and my family thought ki ab jee me kuch acha ho jayega and after 1 year I was left with 53 percentile. Jee dene ke baad hi realise ho gya tha ki kuch nahi hoga isme that's why I also registered for some other exams like ipmat, ugee and comedk.

And as you know ipmat aur ugee ka bhi result aa chuka hai and I wasn't able to clear the cutoff. Ab sirf comedk bacha hai and I don't even know ki kya result rahega kyu ki bohot Kam time bacha tha and na chahte hue bhii mujhe kafi questions me tukke lagane pade aur ab jaldi hi 12th ka result bhi aane wala hai(improvement bhi dia tha maine) uske liye bhii phati padi hai. The environment in my house is getting so toxic mann karta hai kab yaha se dur koi bhi college mile aur chali jau It has always been my dream ki apne ghar se dur delhi se dur chali jau but now it's all fucked up man. I can't even afford private colleges like thapar and manipal agar loan leke bhi kuch hua toh placement aur crowd ki koi guarantee nahi hai. Aur 12th me itne ache marks bhi nahi the ki uske basis par kuch mil jaye

And now I am left with only a few options (agar comedk bhi nahi clear hota hai toh)

1. 2nd drop

2. IGNOU se koi course

3. koi aur career path select karna

4. Ya koi affordable private college with some decent placement (idts mere ghar wale manenge cause unka opinion hai ki private colleges ke placement manipulate kiye jate hai and waha ka crowd bhi khas nahi hota jiski wajah se even if you are a hardworking person waha ke crowd ki wajah se fuck up ho jayega aur jo loan leke admission fees bhari hai woh 4 saal baad bojh ban jayega) and Ig they are true

I would be grateful man if you all would guide me a bit cause I am not able to make any decision. I am so fucking done with my life. Now it's all over for me

You guys have already seen such kinda posts. But yeah I also wanna share my failure story. So I am a dropper and I took a drop cause I never studied for jee. In 11th n 12th it was just my regular school and tuition and cbse syllabus. But in 12th class I even left my tuition cause of some reasons and I took an online jee batch from pw and yeah I was inconsistent cause it was so fucking difficult for me to study online. Ek lecture khatam karne me pura din chala jata tha not because ki me makkari maar ri thi idk why bruh idk if I am suffering from adhd or whatt but it was getting really difficult for me. And as the 12th exams were getting close maine youtube ke one shot par switch kar dia because I had no options left and I scored 70 percent. I was not even able to cross the criteria of 75 percent and then I took a fucking drop and took admission in allen. Me and my family thought ki ab jee me kuch acha ho jayega and after 1 year I was left with 53 percentile. Jee dene ke baad hi realise ho gya tha ki kuch nahi hoga isme that's why I also registered for some other exams like ipmat, ugee and comedk.

And as you know ipmat aur ugee ka bhi result aa chuka hai and I wasn't able to clear the cutoff. Ab sirf comedk bacha hai and I don't even know ki kya result rahega kyu ki bohot Kam time bacha tha and na chahte hue bhii mujhe kafi questions me tukke lagane pade aur ab jaldi hi 12th ka result bhi aane wala hai(improvement bhi dia tha maine) uske liye bhii phati padi hai. The environment in my house is getting so toxic mann karta hai kab yaha se dur koi bhi college mile aur chali jau It has always been my dream ki apne ghar se dur delhi se dur chali jau but now it's all fucked up man. I can't even afford private colleges like thapar and manipal agar loan leke bhi kuch hua toh placement aur crowd ki koi guarantee nahi hai. Aur 12th me itne ache marks bhi nahi the ki uske basis par kuch mil jaye

And now I am left with only a few options (agar comedk bhi nahi clear hota hai toh)

1. 2nd drop

2. IGNOU se koi course

3. koi aur career path select karna

4. Ya koi affordable private college with some decent placement (idts mere ghar wale manenge cause unka opinion hai ki private colleges ke placement manipulate kiye jate hai and waha ka crowd bhi khas nahi hota jiski wajah se even if you are a hardworking person waha ke crowd ki wajah se fuck up ho jayega aur jo loan leke admission fees bhari hai woh 4 saal baad bojh ban jayega) and Ig they are true

I would be grateful man if you all would guide me a bit cause I am not able to make any decision. I am so fucking done with my life. Now it's all over for me

“Do I have to compulsorily accept a seat if I don’t withdraw before Round 3? Also, will I be forced to pay the 1st-year fee? I heard this happened last year.”