I'm planning on leaving the house
in my family nobody really cares about the situation a child is going through. my dad he is a owner of a service agency he wants me to work and if I don't he's gets angry and sometimes he says I'll beat the crap out if u don't listen me. he wants me to get good grades as I work with him in his agency as a manual labourer he also says food and shit for u doesn't come for free, he doesn't want me to have friends or go out or play games he wants me to work for him and study. when people are around he acts like he cares and shit but he doesn't fs. I'm very upset with my family he wants me to continue what he did for the rest of my fuking life just coz he's my father and he rules over me. he gets drunk usually he smokes he is very very abusive and always hurts me one day I heard from my room him telling to my grandmother and mom " what the son i have so useless what a waste" it really hurt me. man im doing all i can and he still complains and compares me to other kids who have loving family and all the resources. he wants me to act like he's the best dad ever infront of people while he tells them I'm the shittest son ever. I'm very fed up nobody is willing to go against him. my entire life was like this I'm now 17yo. when I was 8yo my mom ran away form home with a new man. my dad found her and got her back he did it again this happed I think like 7-8 times she ran away and he caught her back . he is super abusive, narcissistic, egoistic and illogical man. I don't call him daddy anymore I just reply to his questions and that's it I don't like it here anymore. if I have to work for my needs food and stuff matters of fact I might just leave and work in environment where I'm happy and not getting abused. he won't let me go out I asked him to let me go to gym he said not possible he makes up to 2-3 lakhs a months but he is very reluctant on spending for the sons happiness or family members happiness he doesn't care about shit i fuking hate him. man it's a fuking torture my sister once attempted Suicide when my dad found out she had a boyfriend and best her and verbally abused her thankfully we could catch her before she lept out of the balcony. man I hate him this fuking shit ass family. theres fuk ton of pressure they won't let me do what I like follow my passion nothing. totally hate it here.