u/Admirable_Lead_3227

I mean getting fed up enough/ tired and miserable enough over an OCD theme that you straight up just feel tired enough that you just stop?

I feel like maybe I’ve done this before but I don’t remember and I’m wondering if anyone else felt this or if it worked for them.

I want to see people’s stories and how they associate songs with them

I used to be a very practical, logical, efficient, ambitious generally happy, energetic and motivated person.

Since I developed OCD while studying abroad and being very stressed, four years ago, I feel like while I tried to deal with it in the past years with taking medication and doing exposures to most things I was afraid of by myself (except a very specific contamination OCD that I can’t get rid of) (we don’t really have therapy for OCD in my country, and I cannot afford therapy anyway), I realised I have become exactly the opposite of the way I was without realising that, and those things were the things I really liked about myself.

Now I am terrified of irrational things, I don’t do enough instead of too much, am tired and don’t have motivation to go get things almost at all like it used to be before. I truly miss it so, so much.