u/AdmirableGrand3495

I really miss 123 count with me and that show about a hotel in about 2010-2016, does anyone know where to watch these?

So I grew up loving sesame street. I would watch the old movies nonstop, collect figures, books, and other things! But when I was around 6, my father (who raised me on Jim Henson) started to show me creepy videos (nothing innapropiate, just horror art projects). I became scared of watching anything with him to the point of clinically diagnosed anxiety. This had led me to shutting down my love for these little characters for almost 8 years. I t started with more obscure and actually creepy bits like Hugga Wugga or scrapp flyapp, but turned into not even being able to see a puppet without getting nauseous (Jim Henson or not). I'm 13 now, turning 14 in June, and I'm looking back at my old love and I realized that im not scared anymore, and my father has stopped too. I want to collect again, after years of fear. I feel rebellious staying up and watching sesame street with how scared I used to be! (I know, I know, laugh with me)! So how should I even go about telling my father? He won't mind, it'll just be very awkward. And better yet, where should I start collecting in Canada? I don't want/need anything vintage or rare, just anything Muppets (specifically Sesame street). I want mostly toys/plushies, but anything is amazing if it's cheap enough! Also if you have any Muppet fun facts, I wanna hear them!!!

I'm a young teenage girl with two not-so-nice parents. My father used to scare me so bad I'd lock myself in rooms. From 5-10 he would force me to watch horrifying videos and would laugh when I cried. My mother never actually helped me. Now everything I say or do is a punishable action, I'll get smacked or yelled at by my father for just saying I had a bad day at school and my mother will defend him. Now they've started taking away things from me. I'm not allowed at my best friends house, I'm not allowed anything sweet, I'm not allowed to walk to a store when I wanna buy stuff with my own money, and when I do, my parents let my little sister take it or use it roughly without asking me first. I have no freedom in my life, even my therapist personally knows my mother. How do I get freedom? Maybe not freedom, but a safe space I won't get in trouble for..

I'm a 13 year old girl with two emotionally abusive parents who wont let me get therapy. I'm fat and a binge eater, this probably stemmed from my thumb sucking addiction for a while. Give me some unhinged ways to quit so i can stop feeling gross please! (P.S, dont say replacing the eating with something else, it doesnt work for me in the stage im in)