u/Adaar_the_Resident

My watch had ended. January.

It is just a painful thing to remember.

My Birthday and how angry she was she missed it two years ago because of how bad sick she was.

Her birthday

Now this

I know this is likely to be down voted.

It's been almost four months since I got the call you flatlined. Thirty minutes later that the paramedics refused to continue.

The way they screamed at me. The shock of losing you, my mother.

I am cycling through a metric ton of depression and I am barely holding myself together.

Brittany came back. She had her own demons but the thing I don't get is that if I can reach out, why couldn't she.

Gayle is as sick as ever and I feel...

I don't know.

I don't know how to feel. I almost came close to going to see you. I remember asking you to get me. Because of how bad sick I was.

I am sorry. I am sorrh I was such a shite son.