u/Acrobatic_Sea3378

Hi, title says it all honestly, im pretty depressed, bored and feel all around pretty hopeless and id like more people to talk to and maybe date and not focus on all the bad shit going on around me. Im a pretty stereotypical goth girl, i love alot of creepy stuff, currently my life sucks and im just trying to make it to fall so I can be a bit happy again, until then id like some people to talk to and get me through summer. For hobbies I play cozy or horror games mainly and I love music which is (mostly) goth. Im kinda bipolar and pretty hypersexual so fair warning i guess. If you read this much and are interested, pm me, or whatever.

I cannot change, no matter how hard ive tried, the universe kicks me in the face and tells me to stay in my place, worse than vermin. I can only suffer, whatever god is out there enjoys my suffering and seeing me try to get up again and again only to kick me down some more, I cannot find a job and I failed a semester in college because it just feels so, pointless and now I am in 9k of debt. I had a good GPA and ive ruined everything because I cannot function as a human being. Cant do anything without precise instructions. I wish the suffering would end. I really do, im not a good person, but even vermin like me atleast deserve death right? Thats all I ask for, I cant do it myself because there's a big risk I will cripple myself more, there is no hope, my existence is solely there to bring others down with in the pit of misery and big trouble. I ruin everything and everyone secretly wishes i was gone. I have no freinds, no contacts, no anything. I had dreams once, but they were just that, dreams, I can never escape this hell.

Hi, title says it all honestly, im pretty depressed, bored and feel all around pretty hopeless and id like more people to talk to and date and not focus on all the bad shit going on around me. Im a pretty stereotypical goth girl, i love alot of creepy stuff, ask me for a morbid fact and I shall tell you all I know. I play cozy or horror games mainly and I love music which is (mostly) goth. Im also hypersexual asf. If you read this much and are interested, pm me, or whatever. 🦇

Hi, i came to canada like 2 years ago on a student visa, obviously I wanted to stay because my old country isnt very desirable and I like it here. But through a series of extreme fuckups here I am, what was to be a simple 2 year course has turned into me fucking up badly, I was getting good grades but I fucked up on 2 separate semesters because its a course I really didnt want to do.

And now there is a 9k label in the "student fees" tab staring at my face after ive already put my mother through so much and I still don't have a job. I thought canada was going to be my ultimate escape from my highly toxic family, a place to start fresh. Turns out not so much. Its not anyones fault but mine, i also wanted to live in canada because im trans and I wanted to safely live a life with my new identity but i fucked it all up for myself. I don't know what to do anymore, im really scared and I just want to end it all.

Hi, a very stereotypically goth mutt here who wants to be owned and treated awfully by someone and told how useless she is, my nature is very submissive, docile and hypersexual and id like to be bossed around by someone with more brains than me, which isnt very hard (Trans women preffered). Im mostly into goth and grunge music, my favorite band right now is probably the cramps, my favorite videogame currently is skyrim and sometimes I like writing, if this sounds like something you wanna own youre welcome to pm or, whatever.🦇

I love my hair, its not the perfect length or the perfect image id want it to be but they keep me sane and make me look in the mirror and see me not a disgusting animal. Recently I cant find a job, my family's answer? Cut your hair! I have heard that sentence so many times, I have fought to grow my hair this long and they wanna take that away too. As if my hair is somehow cursed and making my life awful and not the fact that I live in a awful place and cant find a job because im not available 24 hours every day. I really hate this world.

Hi, a very stereotypically goth puppygirl here who wants to be owned and treated like a toy by someone and told how useless she is, my nature is very submissive, docile and hypersexual and id like to be bossed around by someone with more brains than me, which isnt very hard. Im mostly into goth and grunge music, my favorite band right now is probably the cramps, my favorite videogame currently is skyrim and sometimes I like writing, if this sounds like something you wanna own youre welcome to pm. 🦇