u/According_Chest_1415

It has been killing me.

For those who applied, let’s keep each other sane for the next few weeks. I need someone to talk to. Haha I have exceeded the word-count by 150 words and I have submitted 30 minutes before the deadline. Haha epic talaga.

Anyway, that’s done. I would like to hear everyone who applied to this scholarship.

What are your prayers?
What are you doing for Plan B?
What course and university did you apply to?
How many times have you applied for this?

Ako, im looking for BDO personal loan. Haha!

Im changing careers. I got a bs biology degree and a medical degree in my country (PH). Found out I want to live abroad, hence taking the “student visa” route.
I don’t have anymore savings. Im taking a 4-5M php loan from the bank to fund my Master studies in UK then graduate visa then working visa.

I am terrified. But this is the plan. Someone can help me paying for the loan in the first year, but after that I have to get a job.

Im just terrified the masters that I will take will end up “not in demand.” And I might end up… not landing a job after and consequently made the worse decision in my life of taking a 5Mphp loan.

That’s all…

Im asian (35F) and he is my first british bf (36M). Sometimes, i just cannot fathom how mean he is to me. Like what does actually go through his mind to say things like..”you sucked old dicks, didn’t you?” … “i bet you had sex with that (married) guy.” Oh and some… implications that “girls who go to clubs are hoes.”

He is only this blatantly frank and on my face during discussions about my sexual past. Other stuff, he’s not really that rude. But im particularly triggered when he does this. And when I do confront him about this, my second biggest problem is, that he doesn’t apologize! Like goodness, what an absolute twat.

Advice? I know, break up with him (1 yr together). Other than that, make me see the light.

Update: talked on the phone for 3 hrs. Gaslit me by saying he was just “being honest”, said the same things like “being straight as an arrow or straight as a vodka.” Still no apologies. Told me I was stress and therefore reacting too much (death in the family, scholarship essay, menses, etc). Anyway broke up with him and he couldn’t believe that I broke up because he said a “silly thing.” Omfg