I've lost interest in my friendships
After two years of recurrent loss, I'm finding that I don't want to maintain some of my friendships anymore. I've gotten some really disappointing and hurtful comments from people I'm close to. The best way I can put it is it's like I got the ick and can't see them in the the same light anymore. Nobody has been intentionally malicious, but there's a big part of me that feels like I can't forgive them and I don't want to be friends anymore.
Miscarriage can be so lonely and isolating, so I'm a little worried I'd be making a huge mistake by throwing away old friendships, but I might be past the point of caring.