u/Accomplished_Boat170

I stopped cutting for about a week mostly because my parents took my stuff and also I'm trying my best. Its been really hard and this morning i relapsed, but when i did i started like laughing and smearing my blood on myself and i dont know if this is the right place to even post this but ive never done this before and im just kind of shocked in myself and don't really know if its like normal or a sign of something worse or whatever and im not trying to seek attention I'm on propranolol and fluoxetine and im seeing my psych on Thursday please tell me if this is something i need to bring up

I(17) stopped cutting for about a week mostly because my parents took my stuff and also I'm trying my best. Its been really hard and this morning i relapsed, but when i did i started like laughing and smearing my blood on myself and i dont know if this is the right place to even post this but ive never done this before and im just kind of shocked in myself and don't really know if its like normal or a sign of something worse or whatever and im not trying to seek attention I'm on propranolol and fluoxetine and im seeing my psych on Thursday please tell me if this is something i need to bring up